17 vs 27...isn't it true?

isn't it true?, one question come to my mind, i don't know whether it's gonna be tremendous thing or even the worst thing in my life...
i don't wanna think negatively, yeah, actually nothing is impossible even for this thing....
it's just a kind of assumption or expression of my feeling that's flow through my heart, or it's gonna be a fact that happen in my life...see or not what i mean..yeah 17 vs 27...

many assumptions will come in taking a meaning of this..how about if i say that this is one thing that i face now, yeah...normal thing that's faced by teenagers. like me...isn't it?

maybe it's also gonna be a funny story or...nice story since i live in my boarding school now...
17 vs 27...if it's meant as the age of mine, yeah 17..so, what's 27???.

i've felt this feeling before..but now is different...oh god....the virus again attack my heart..this is not a dangerous one,but it can be hard if i can't control this feeling...

cinta haQQ hanya Untuk_Nya...

terdengar agak membosankan, mungkin..bagi sebagian besar orang yang menganggap hal itu membosankan.
meski demikian, sebenarnya, hidup kita ini tak kan pernah bisa jauh dari yang namanya CINTA. bahkan Allah menciptakan kita untuk saling mengenal satu sama lain. ya...tak kenal maka tak sayang, tak sayang maka tak cinta. itu peribahasa yang sering digaungkan untuk sekedar menjadi pengingat pntingnya antar sesama untuk saling mengenal.

tapi..jangan pernah menyalahartikan kata CINTA...
saya bukannya sok romantis..tapi...Kala virus itu merebak dalam diri insan bumi, sungguh sangat berbahaya jika sang insan tak pintar untuk mengolah perasaan tersebut...virus yang menyerang hati, merasuk ke kalbu...dan lain-lain, semua terserah anda...!!!

tak salah jika orang mencintai orang yang lainnya, tapi ingat IKHWAh...
MANUSIA DICIPTAKAN UNTUK MENGENAL DIRINYA DAN TUHANNYA, orang yang mengenal dirinya berarti dia mengenal TUhannnya, ya...kita hanyalah manusia yang begitu lemah, sungguh lemah tanpa pertolongan-Nya, apa daya hidup ini jika kita tak mengenal Tuhan pencipta Wujud Qt...bahkan beribu ragam rasa merasuk jiwa, dari mulai yang baik, menyenangkan hingga yang menyakitkan atau bahkan melalaikan Qt dari mengingat Allah 'azza Wajalla...
astaghfirullahal'adzim...

ikhwah...mencintai memang bukan larangan hanya harus ada benteng dalam diri untuk bisa mengendalikan essensi cinta yang seharusnya tulus mencintai karena Allah...
saya buka bermaksud menggurui, saya hanya ingin berbagi dan lebih kepada mengigatkan diri ini...

apa yang telah terjadi??? apakah rasa itu datang menghampiri sesosok mekhluk lemah yang sedang merasakan indahnya proses pencarian sebuah jatidiri. hmmmmhhmmm...bukan hal yang mustahil bukan.................!??!

Karang Bolong, Witness of Marta's life

this is a story made as a memoar of Anyer, Writing competition 2008, Banten Province...

Once long ago, when the sun shined brighty, the birds walked around the sky, the wind blew touching the coconut, had them dance at the coast, the clouds gathered together, smiled each other, the sea wave chased at the beach, followed by the white sands aparted smoothly. wha a romantic view.

Marta, a man wearing a blue t-shirt and short pants with a small hole on it, no matter, for him, this is God's destiny, a hard life, but it was a smiple one for him, he could stand strongly now, facing at a beautiful scene, God's Gift. He was a brave man who sincerely gave his life for getting treasures at the sea, everyday, whole his life.

he wasn't only the one who had dreams like others, grew it at his mind, hoped he could reach it though hard. the world changed everything, since he met a nice woman, came from Banten like him. yeah...a new life begun.

he had married Siti, his wife for about ten years, and again, God used to give him a really huge price, SON, Siti gave birth her son at the 4th age of her marriage. what a great gift God gave.

Karag Bolong, the beauiful place where Marta spent his day with Siti and his son, Yudha.

A fisherman, that's Marta, "God, if my dreams can be the cloud, gather at the sky, ready for falling the rain out, if it so, i do believe, the rain will never stop, because of many of my dreams...thanks God for everything You've given to me..."said Marta in his heart.

MArta is looking at the blue sky as he told to himself about his dreams, today, he would go working to get his treasures back and gave it yo His beloved Siti and Yudha, the part of his life.

"Dad, will you go now?? wait me..wait me.."Yudha call Marta

Marta was going to go to the sea.

"yes honey, i must go now, i'll be at home sooner, yo'll see our treasures later, we'll enjoy it together..."Marta said to Yudha before going.

" honey, be careful...i'll be waiting for you here, i'll keep Yudha ill you come, remember for praying..Allah is always with us Amin.." Siti came closer greeting his husband.

afterthat, Marta was ready to go, he turned the machine on, accompanied by his friend, he went sttruggling to the sea... (to be continued...)